Thursday, December 30, 2010
人類互相需要,卻總是互相傷害。
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
累啊!
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Saturday, December 25, 2010
有LOVEの圣诞节
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Friday, December 10, 2010
happy birthday
Saturday, December 4, 2010
很久很久
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
职业无分贵贱
Saturday, October 16, 2010
blog before i sleep
Sunday, September 26, 2010
五彩缤纷的夜晚 i-city
Saturday, September 25, 2010
更新
Thursday, September 16, 2010
16092010
Sunday, August 29, 2010
健康
Sunday, August 15, 2010
音樂
Saturday, August 7, 2010
久久一次update
Monday, July 26, 2010
我爱幸运之神
Friday, July 23, 2010
今天,我是最幸运的粉丝❤
Monday, July 19, 2010
bon odori 2010
Sunday, July 11, 2010
no other
There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that
Where else to look for? A person good like you, a person good like you, a heart good like you, a gift good like you
How lucky, the person who will try hard to protect you is just me
Where else to look for? A guy happy like me, a guy happy like me, a guy who laughs with the greatest happiness like me
Your two warm hands get cold when I’m cold, your heart which used to be strong gets sensitive when I’m hurt
To silently take my hands, to silently hold me, I only wish for those small comforts
You don’t know this heart of mine, which always wants to do more for you
My heart, say it out loud, my free soul
The days left are even more than the time when I came love you with a heart which always felt like the first time
*There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that
Where else to look for? A person good like you, a person good like you, a heart good like you, a gift good like you
How lucky, the person who will try hard to protect you is just me
Where else to look for? A guy happy like me, a guy happy like me, a guy who laughs with the greatest happiness like me
When my greedy heart gradually looks to other directions, when my greeds grow more than my mind can handle
To understand, to tell me clearly after all those excuses “I’m here”, only that one thing
I’m always thankful. Will I ever act that well just like you
My heart, say it out loud, my free soul
The days left are even more than the time when I came love you with a heart which always felt like the first time
*There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that
Where else to look for? A person good like you, a person good like you, a heart good like you, a gift good like you
How lucky, the person who will try hard to protect you is just me
Where else to look for? A guy happy like me, a guy happy like me, a guy who laughs with the greatest happiness like me
Rap> You know what, little much little even though I’m shy, you don’t know it but you’re burning like the sun, please understand my heart
Even though those girls appearing on TV shows are sparkling, I always look at you (I’m crazy crazy Baby)
Hearing you tell me “I love you”, I have everything in this world You & I, You’re so fine, Is there even anyone like you?
I love you Oh, please know it, that to me there’s only you, that I foolishly see you as my everything
We came on the same road, we are just like each other, how surprising, how thankful, it’s just love
*There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that
Where else to look for? A person good like you, a person good like you, a heart good like you, a gift good like you
How lucky, the person who will try hard to protect you is just me
Where else to look for? A guy happy like me, a guy happy like me, a guy who laughs with the greatest happiness like me
There’s no one like you
Monday, July 5, 2010
今天天气凉爽
Friday, June 25, 2010
第一次捐血记
Monday, June 21, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
pending...
Saturday, June 12, 2010
亲爱的朋友
Friday, May 14, 2010
咬紧牙关,熬过去!
Thursday, May 6, 2010
我的独一无二
Sunday, May 2, 2010
好戏 :)
「孝孫……
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翻……到……死……」
Thursday, April 29, 2010
my brain cells died for this
Friday, April 23, 2010
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
I HATE CAT!!!
ESPECIALLY THE STUPID IDIOT CAT IN MY ROOM!
IT SHITED AT MY PLACE N SO DAMN SMELLY!
N ITS GREAT "MOTHER" TOLD ME THAT THE CAT FARTED BUT NOT SHITED.
BLOODY LIAR! I SAW THEY WAS CLEANING THE SHIT ON A TISSUE PAPER N I HEARD THE FLUSHING SOUND FROM TOILET
YET, I WAS STILL COMPLAINING THE BAD SMELL, N I WONDER WHY THEY WANNA MOP MY PLACE SINCE THEY SAID THE CAT JUST FARTED.
WILL YOU MOP THE FLOOR IF U FART?WILL UR FART POLLUTE THE FLOOR?WAT A BIG JOKE IN THE CENTURY!
USE SOME COMMON SENSE PLS!
Monday, April 5, 2010
清明时节雨纷纷
Friday, April 2, 2010
照片来了~请享用:)
Sunday, March 21, 2010
this week
首先要说的是,我赢奖了!赢了2张super junior super show 2价值RM458的演唱会入门票!还有一张巨型海报!呼呼~幸运吧?我也这么觉得^^我长这么大,真的是鲜少中奖的说。我只记得在我小学的时候有赢过一本故事书而已。超兴奋的啦!简直就是难以置信。原本只是看到报章上有游戏,就说想试试看寄去咯,哪知道无心插柳,嘻嘻^^
还记得那天是星期二早上十点多,妹妹信息我说我中奖了,那时候我才刚睡醒还在床上躺着,就直接整个人弹起来!兴奋
今天去领奖了。去之前还特地上google map去查了一下下。结果也没有跟我找到的那个路线去==” 幸亏最后也找到了。幸苦了,大姐。对了对了,顺便说说我去那个报社的办公室领奖嘛,一进到去,首先是看到一排排电脑桌,坐在荧幕前的人都鸦雀无声的,只有手指飞快的在敲打键盘,滴答滴答~没有停过。应该是在赶稿。然后就不禁地在心中os:原来报社是这样的!
所以,现在就在期待着明天咯^^一定超多人的。摇滚区…应该会很挤吧?
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这个星期开始去医院实习了。我在CCU当班,真的很棒!学到了很多,那边的护士都很好,很乐意去教人的。第一天去的时候,真的超级超级紧张的!因为那边的病人都是比较严重的,而且我没有去过那里当班,根本就不懂那边的routine或setting是怎样的。可是到了第二天,就开始习惯了 然后就慢慢的,到今天,我爱上了在那里工作!我一直在想,我毕业后,first choice大多数会填这里。嗯。。。第一天刚开始值班就有procedure做了!要insert NG tube.知道是什么吗?就是从鼻子进一个管子,通过喉咙去胃,要来做feeding的。好紧张~可是整个procedure也顺利通过了^^
接下来的几天,有帮病人做ECG(心电图),有帮病人做suction。suction简单来说就是帮病人吸痰。那边有一个昏迷的病人,好像还不到40岁。看到他都觉得。。好可怜。有几个孩子都还小,最大的应该才中学吧。他因为从高处坠下,所以昏迷了。靠着机器呼吸。病情很反复,医生昨天跟他的家属说他有可能不会醒,就算醒了也会变植物人。听到心都碎了。。。到了今天,病情好像恶化了。他的老婆跟孩子在床边哭喊着,叫他快点醒过来,叫他回来,不要丢下他们不管。。。听到眼泪都快掉了。然后我就走去别一边,怕再听下去会哭出来。听说他们家本来就不是有钱人家,然而现在要负担医药费,不是个小数目,他老婆应该很辛苦吧?一个人担起一个家。
会有奇迹发生吗?我不知道。。。只能帮他祈祷了。不只是他,要帮每一个病人祈祷,保佑他们早日康复,健康。
打从我semester1开始,tutor就已经告诉我们,我们对病人要empathy, not sympathy.我们可以跟病人建立很好的关系,可是不要过度同情,放太多私人情感进去。如果病人不幸去世了,我们不可以哭,不应该哭。就算哭,也不能在病人家属面前哭。可是,人是有感情的动物,不伤心,不难过是假的。想象下,如果有一个你照顾了很久的病人去世了,伤心吗?当然。可是日子久了,应该就会习惯生离死别了。
老师也时常不断地,提醒我们要当一个好护士,尽责的护士。凡事要以病人为先,病人是最重要的。Paper works固然是很多,可是那些纸搁在那里,放着,是不会觉得冷,觉得痛的;相反的,病人会。
我越来越喜欢护士这份工作了
加油。
next post will be:
SUPER JUNIOR SUPER SHOW 2!!!
Sunday, March 14, 2010
fresh
情绪篇
太多说不出的话
秘密在心中萌芽
问题找不到解答
-悄悄话by刘忬妤
很贴切地形容现在的我
不懂怎样表达出来的情绪。。
一直闷着,很难找到适合的方法发泄
很想找人发牢骚,抱怨,可是应该没有人想听我说这些废话吧
其实又不是什么大问题,只是自己看得太重罢了。
然后每次想着想着,就会自己说服自己,安慰自己
“又不是什么大件事,换个观点就好了。不是每件事都会跟你想的那样进行的。不是每个人都会体谅的。你这样做是没有错的。你不应该发脾气的。。。”等等
就是在找个借口让自己好过点。
我真的不善于处理情绪。
有时候只是想静静的,不想说话。请不要说我冷漠。
静静地呆着,做什么都好。就是不要被打扰。
有时候回到房间,看见房间时空的,我真的很开心,因为终于能享受一下宁静的感觉了。
不用寸步难行,勉强的回应着那些无聊的问题。
“凡事看开点,不要看得太重。”
“如果你不能改变别人,那请你改变你自己。”
“开心不是理所当然,所以要享受开心的每一刻。”
“不是每个人都会跟着你的路线走,他们不是你的傀儡。”
“一笑而过,不要太执着。”
我要提醒我自己。
Sunday, March 7, 2010
:)
*cleaning dust~sweep sweep*
i went to SHE is the one concert yesterday!! woohoo
i was so hyper especially when yoga appeared^^
*forgive me,i love yoga the most^^ more than SHE*
but he only sang 1 song~then bye bye liao T.T
hmm...consider 1.5 song actually..
generally, the concert was awesome!!
from the beginning till the end :)
maybe will upload some pictures soon
see first^^
another thing,
one more week to go to the clinical posting
and i'll be posted to CCU a.k.a. coronary care unit (if m not mistaken :P)
stressssssssss
CCU is a critical care unit...those who are very ill will be admitted there
i'm kinda worry that i couldn't perform well or do something wrong there XS
hopefully that will be a useful n unforgettable experience but not a nightmare~
good luck!
to myself n all my frens ;)
Sunday, February 21, 2010
bye bye holiday~
i'm feeling so DOWN
no mood at all... sob sob
luckily next friday is holiday! *wink*
so can back home on thursday luuuu
n going to genting on saturday morning wif frens
overnight there...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee❤
n finally i hv completed the community health nursing assignment
hopefully it is okay. can get high mark XP
going to my cousin's house later to print it out.. my printer is spoilt == darn
i purposely bought a new ink which cost me RM72 yet it is not functioning..
hmm..nothing special. juz a simple update b4 i back to hostel. since i never update it for a week+
SMILE =)
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Saturday, February 6, 2010
❤❤
not RM198..is RM138
coz the ppl say got spaces available at the 6th row, quite in front
n the seats available for RM198 are at behind..
so me n my sis were decided to buy RM138, which can oso save her money XP
not her opinion actually..i persuade her to buy the cheaper one~
feel sam tong for her la~to sponsor me n oso my stupid lil sis, who initially said NOT INTERESTED n yet she decided to go. CHEH always JIA JIA de XP
anyway,i PLAN to pay her back..eventhough not the full amount of money
but at least it makes me feel better~
*wink*
so, from now on,i'll be getting more hyper n hyper towards the day of the concert
coz...heehee^^
有些事情就不要拆穿
but i did mention the reason b4
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Saturday, January 30, 2010
病。态
那晚妈咪带我们几个瓜去吃板面,吃得很爽,很满足,结果回家后肚子一直都很不舒服,然后就吐了一顿。。
今天早上去吃点心,同样的吃到很爽,结果同样的肚子不舒服,然后同样的吐了一顿。。
好无奈~天哪,就算我要变瘦,也不要这样吧??
胃口变小是好事,可是我不要变厌食症!
昨天抱病去看林宥嘉,结果不懂为什么整个人龙精虎猛,精神得不得了!
或许是太兴奋了^^
可是还是一样没胃口,没什么吃东西。。
临出门前喝了一点营养豆粉,就撑到晚上了。。都不饿的说
就一直喝水喝水~也不敢喝太多,怕反胃。
可是看见宥嘉胃口好好~一边做专访一边吃火锅料理,哈哈~
身体健康就好^^看到他吃到那么开心,我也很开心的^^
我要去SHE爱而为一大马演唱会哦!
其实60%是为了看林宥嘉XP
最棒的是:二姐答应sponsor我^^太棒了!哈哈
到时又能看到林宥嘉了!好开心^^
当然,特别澄清一点:我也喜欢SHE的!本来就想去,不过没钱,然后又看到是林宥嘉当嘉宾哦!就大大地增加了我想去的感觉,就约二姐去咯,结果他还sponsor我!爱惨他了!
而且他要买RM198的票叻!
兴奋!!!!!!!
惟有以身相许给二姐好了^^
每个人的一生中都有数不完的过客,或许你今天还会记得那过客的存在,可是再过一阵子你就会把他给忘了。不过没关系,我很乐意当你生命中的其中一个过客,因为那是我的荣幸=)
Saturday, January 23, 2010
我是射手女
她总喜欢做幕后的看客,冷冷地,静静地看着一切,在她眼里,一切都在她的意料之中,她并不觉得有什么是新奇的, 如果她表现得新奇,那是因为她觉得应该这样做。她像一个看戏的人,永远置身事外。
你不要责怪她冷漠,这是她保护自己的唯一方式。她像一只刺猬,随时竖起自己身上的刺,但她的刺不会伤人,她只是用来武装自己。
她不敢要太多的爱,她怕享受完爱之后,剩下的只是加倍的痛。所以当别人对她过度宠爱时,她不但不会欣喜,反而会惊惧地逃走,她不知道怎样回报别人对她的爱, 如果你得到她的喜爱,那是因为她已经知道如何面对,如何回报了。
她追求那种君子之交淡如水的境界。
她懂得爱人,但她不习惯爱人,她知道爱往往伴随着恨,而恨,是太沉重的伤痛, 也是太容易让人疲倦的感情。她不想痛,也就懒得去恨,于是,为了防范恨与痛的到来, 她只好选择不爱,即使爱,也是淡淡的,冷冷的。别怪她,她是真的不知道如何专注。
她有时也很虚伪。不要指责她,她之所以选择虚伪,那是你勉强她做她不愿做但又拒绝不了的事, 她不习惯承诺,也不懂得拒绝,她最擅长的是难为自己。她不想你难过,只好令自己难过。
她总是固执地认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力,她将自己想得太坚强,而把别人想得太脆弱。 她老是担心自己的行为会让别人受到伤害。她不知道,受伤的其实是自己。只是她不知道如何表现出来, 她迷糊得像别人所认为的那样,将自己当成一个百毒不侵的人。
别以为她很洒脱,很多时候,她其实是放不下的-——她比任何人都要敏感,都要细腻,但她不会让你知道,她明白,即使你知道了,也是无济于事。 她的心是把握不住的风,她渴望像风一样单纯而自由。
她不是不想平静, 她只是找不到平静的理由,她一生都无法明确自己在人世要扮演的角色,她只有不停地寻求,寻求自己最终的目的。
如果她找到了,她会毫不犹豫地停下来, 从此放弃心灵的漂泊。很遗憾,她永远也不会满足,她的追求永不停止。她的心再累,无法逼迫自己放弃梦想,梦想是她唯一的支撑点。
千万别让她失望。因为她学不会原谅,她非常渴求完美,虽然她知道世间没有绝对的完美, 但,她有绝对追求完美的执着。你若令她失望,她会不可挽回地离开,即使她的心在滴血,即使痛楚重得要压垮她的生命,她也绝不回头。
那个时候,你在她脸上所看到的,是让人寒心的决绝。即使她还在你的身边,她的心也早就离你十万八千里,你看不到她的恨,但是你会感受到比恨还让人痛苦的冷淡。她的离开是心灵的离开。
她可以在前半分钟对你好得让你受宠若惊,也可以在后半钟冷漠得让你不可接受。不要问她为什么这样善变,她也不知道。当你看到她在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时,千万不要迷惑,不管她看起来是多么的疯狂,她内心其实是冷静的,她比你们任何一个旁观者更知道如何处理快乐与悲伤,她只是习惯-——也可以说是喜欢将一切都变得疯狂。
因为她觉得这是义务,也是权利,她是制造气氛的能手,她的一句俏皮话会让一切轻快起来,但她的一声叹息又会将一切都弄得很沉重。她总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与忧郁.
她并不如你们看到的那么快乐,同样,也不如你们看到的那么忧伤,只是,她忧郁时, 喜欢带上快乐的面具,而当她快乐时,忧郁又不肯轻易放过她。
在她的世界里,盛着的不是快乐的源泉,而是她不愿在人前滴下的泪水。你看到的她,笑起来像一个孩子,你有时会认为她天真得像是童话里走出来的天使。但是,你若有心,你会看到她沉静时脸上挥之不去的忧伤,还有她的眼底,竟那么凝重地积压着一种看破红尘的味道。她只有在午夜无人的时候,才会完全地释放自己。她不会在众目睽睽之下表露她的无助,她的彷徨,她的沧桑。
她心里的,是永远流不尽的泪。你所看到的坚强,只是她在竭力掩饰的脆弱。
我可以说,90%说中了!
可是怎么好像大致上都蛮负面的啊?哈哈
我没那么悲啦~
我很阳光的说^^